The Inner Fight

I am struggling today to be joyful.

I feel that I love food too much. And coffee. Help me Lord.

I am also finding myself easily irritated by the smallest things.

I am struggling with discontent. I am not in the job of choice even though it is a great setup.

Lord help me. I want to fight for joy.

I tried to remember the 23rd psalm by memory and struggled with that. But I was struck with how God sovereign it is. God is leading me towards green pastures. Making me lie down. Preparing a table. Guiding me through valleys.

I don't fear but I get frustrated and ungrateful. Lord help me.